Sunday, June 30, 2013

20 weeks and our (kinda) Surprise!

Soooo...... Surprise! Well, not really I guess!

Yeah, that little GIRL we were so excited about????

Well, we are equally excited to actually be adding our third, healthy, happy, bouncing.... BOY!!!!

Lol, I've heard of this happening to people.... I'm just glad we found out now, and not at delivery! I'd hate for my son to have to go home in pink!

The truth is, I was hoping for a girl. And I was disappointed to find out we weren't having a girl. I feel guilty even typing that, but I think it's really important to be honest about these feelings. So here's the honesty: I cried last week when he said he thought he might be a boy. Like all weekend. A lot. And I think that's OK, and truthfully one thing that helped me a lot was talking to other women who had been through the same thing. Women who had had all of one gender, boy or girl, and felt like they had missed out on having the other. I think these feelings are normal.... I think S would probably feel this way if we had 3 girls and no boys! Being disappointed about not having a daughter doesn't make me love this baby boy any less. It doesn't make me not excited. Just because I felt a little sad about the baby not being a girl, doesn't mean I'm not so, so so excited about him being a boy. That might not make a lot of sense, but if you have ever been through it, I think it does. And maybe being honest about the way I feel will help someone else someday. This may very well be my last pregnancy. I don't know that for sure... I'd say it's 50/50 right now on having another.... truthfully, I need to get through this pregnancy! And even if we do have another, at this point I feel like I am probably destined to be a mommy of all boys, and that's OK! It's great in fact. Yes, I'll always look at barbies and bows and frilly dresses with a little bit of longing..... but how lucky am I to have FOUR men in my life that adore me. I get to be the princess in my house.... and I kind of love it!

And here's the weird thing about mommy intuition.... I think I kind of new. As excited as I was when they said girl, part of me never really believed it. I bought some clothes.... but really held of. I didn't order anything and didn't make any big purchases. I didn't start a blanket for her. And a few days before our last ultrasound I even said to S "I just have this feeling....." And I was right! I had a week to have a few moments of sadness, and when they showed us that he is ALL boy at my big ultrasound on Friday.... there were no tears, no sadness. No disappointment. Instead I got really excited. I started thinking about names.... and a yellow nursery with grey accent.... and I felt so much gratitude that baby looked big and healthy! Especially after going through so much with L2 lately, a healthy baby is truly the most important thing.... even if that means 10 healthy boys! (Just kidding.... no way am I going through ten pregnancies!)

Anyway, on to this weeks update! Oh my gosh..... 20 weeks! Halfway done, can you believe it! This pregnancy really feels like it's going pretty quickly.... and that's saying a lot coming from me!


How far along: 20 weeks!
Maternity Clothes: No maternity clothes, except for the occasional shirt for comfort! It's soooo hot here right now, that I am really grateful my favorite, most comfy pair of jean shorts still fits and buttons! Still up two pounds. I asked my doc if I should be concerned that I haven't really gained any weight, but he says baby is right on track so it's fine for now!
Sleep: sleeping good... feeling pretty energetic during the day, but crashing at night!
What I miss: sleeping on my tummy! And maybe a cold blue moon..... It just sounds so good in the 120 degree weather!
Exercise: Still going strong at the gym! I love love love my power yoga class.... I wish I could take three powers, but it's only offered once a week! I struggled one day on the treadmill and barely made it 2.75 miles, but for the most part am making it to 3.5. Also getting two regular yoga classes, which feel so good and are so relaxing and calming!
Cravings: The cravings are coming! I'm just much hungrier all the time. We had tacos this week and they were delicious! Also, fruit and juice, or icee drinks... mostly because of the heat I think!
Aversions: Nothing really. My appetite is definitely coming back with a vengeance! Uh Oh!
Symptoms: So many kicks are rolls these days! S can feel them finally, and you can see my tummy move when he gets going! My ribs are starting to hurt, which makes me nervous. If you remember, I suffered from excruciating rib pain with both my last two pregnancies... so much I ended up on medicine for it in the third trimester. I'm really hoping it doesn't get that bad this time.... it's awful!
Labor Signs: I've been getting lots of braxton hicks contractions, which seems a little earlier than the last two times!
Best moments of this week: Getting our big ultrasound, with our final answer! Seeing that baby is happy and healthy and growing the way he is suppose to! Starting L2 on his medicine that we are hoping answers all of our questions to his health stuff... and seeing him already reacting well to it! (Shots every night though... poor kid!) L graduating from his first swim lessons session! It was a good week!

Sunday, June 23, 2013

19 weeks!



How far along: 19 weeks!
Maternity Clothes: Still no maternity clothes! My jeans are getting a little snug in the waist now, and I'm up two pounds!
Sleep: Sleeping well, except if I lay in a position the baby doesn't like, I get lots of kicks!
What I miss: Nothing this week!
Exercise: It was a good gym week! 5 solid days of 3.5 miles on the treadmill, two regular yoga classes, and one power yoga class!
Cravings: Um.... maybe ice cream. And bananas!
Aversions: Nothing really. My appetite is definitely coming back with a vengeance! Uh Oh!
Symptoms: More and more baby kicks, and I'm starting to get a little uncomfortable!
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: Well, we had a surprising end to the week! We went in for our doctors appointment and he did an ultrasound (My doc has a little ultrasound machine in the office, so I get one pretty much every time I go in!) and...... he now thinks he might have seen something between the legs!!! What!!!! We were pretty shocked, needless to say! Turns out our little "girl" might actually be a boy! At this point we don't know. He didn't want to say anything for sure, and we have our big 20 week, 3-d ultrasound at the end of this week. I think he was pretty shocked too! He said he would have bet money on our last ultrasound that it was girl and that there was nothing there! But this time there was something there and he just wasn't sure if it was a "something" or the cord! I'm not going to lie, I was a little disappointed, just because we were so excited to finally be getting our girl, but really, I just want to know. Everything that we have dealing with with L2 has really put things in perspective, and while I would love a daughter, the most important thing is a happy and healthy baby! I will have some clothes to return though, if this trickster does turn out to be a boy! 

Sunday, June 16, 2013

Happy Father's Day

Happy Father's Day to all the Daddy's out there! We had a wonderful little family day, starting with a delicious brunch where this pregnant mama ate way too much! (Yeah, did I mention that my appetite has returned?!?!) Brunch was followed by a nice relaxing pool day, a long afternoon nap for everyone, and then dinner. Now we are getting the boys ready for bed and me and S are going to curl up on the couch with a movie of his choice!
I love a day where I get to celebrate what an amazing daddy my husband is. He truly is the best, one of the good ones. It's funny, when I hear people talk about having husbands who never help out with the kids, or the house, who have never changed a dirty diaper or are always gone with their friends..... I feel so grateful. I have a husband who is so incredibly hands on with our kids. I have a husband who has basically taken over the housework and the cooking for the last five months while I battled morning sickness. I have a husband who leaves the house at 4am every morning to go to work so he can provide for his family, and so that I have the opportunity to stay home with our kids.Yes, I am one lucky lady!
So Happy Father's Day, S! We love you so much. Thank you for teaching our boys how to be good and kind and responsible. I can't wait to see you interact with our daughter. (Even though I do think she will have you wrapped around her little finger!!)  Thank you for being so patient and supportive and loving to me. You're the best, and we are beyond blessed to have you!!!!

18 weeks



How far along: 18 weeks! (I'm actually 19 weeks as of yesterday, when I'm typing this. I try to take my picture and do my post towards the end of each week, but this week kind of got away from me!)
Maternity Clothes: Still no maternity clothes! My jeans are getting a little snug in the waist now, and my weight has been fluctuating up and down a few pounds this week. It's hard for me to see that number on the scale move up, even though I know that's what is suppose to happen!
Sleep: I am sleeping really well, minus having to get up and pee! Officially having to sleep on my side with the boppy pillow now!
What I miss: Nothing this week!
Exercise: I only made it to the gym 3 days this week, because Lucas had appointments on two of the days. On Friday I joined some girl friends for a Pure Barre class. It was my first one and it kicked my butt, but it was super fun!
Cravings: See's Chocolate!
Aversions: Nothing really. My appetite is definitely coming back with a vengeance! Uh Oh!
Symptoms: More and more baby kicks! Still not strong enough for S to feel them, but they are becoming way more consistent!
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: This was a hard week. We had to take L2 to the hospital twice for some tests, and that is never fun. He hated it and I hated it, and it was very draining. On the bright side though, we finally are getting some answers, and they were the answers we were hoping for! While our wish would be to never have to deal with anything like this, I'm glad we are finally on the right path to a solution! 

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Weeks 10-16




How far along: 10 weeks
Maternity Clothes: Nope! My clothes all fit fine, although my tummy is definitely getting a little rounder/fuller.It especially look bigger at the end of the day, and I think if you know me and know what I normally look like it looks like I'm starting to show a little! Still haven't gained any weight though! (I'm happy about this because I think I gained about 10-12 pounds in just the first trimester the last two times!)
Movement: Not yet! I can't wait to feel this little one move!
Sleep: Oh my gosh, just so exhausted. I feel like the fatigue really hit me this week. I wake up tired, I nap during the day when the boys nap, and then I fall into bed at night! I'm sleeping pretty good, but I can't believe how much I have to get up to pee already! I made S switch me sides of the bed so I was closer to the bathroom! 
What I miss: Being pregnant is starting to feel like the new normal, so I"m not missing stuff as much. Don't get me wrong, I'd love a glass of wine, some sushi and a hot bubble bath, but I don't feel like I  miss them as much anymore! 
Exercise: Running or speed walking a steep interval about 3 miles everyday.  I've still been doing yoga, Pilate's and some light weights. The last couple weeks have been hectic and I haven't been getting to the gym as much as I would like, but next week we should be back on a normal schedule! 
Cravings: Food is slowly starting to gain back some of it's appeal, but I wouldn't say I was really craving anything yet. More like I'm tentatively starting to enjoy eating again!
Aversions: Nothing major sticks out right now. Some things sound good and some things sound awful and those things can change on a minute to minute basis!
Symptoms: Knock on wood, the morning sickness still seems to be getting better. I've only been taking like one anti nauseous pill a day, and dinner is really the only meal I"m having trouble keeping down. Very tired this week and still majorly hormonal. Also got a little bit of a bump coming through!
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: Coming home after a wonderful trip and having another ultrasound where I got to see my little one kicking and flipping and moving all about!

How far along: 11 weeks
Maternity Clothes: The tummy is definitely starting to show, especially at night and in certain clothes. I still haven't gained any weight though and all my normal clothes still fit. Again, I still feel like I just look fat or like I had a big lunch, but I can't complain too much because I know my jeans were not buttoning at 11 weeks with either of the boys!
Sleep: sleeping good and still napping a lot, although this getting up to pee thing is already getting old!
What I miss: Being pregnant is starting to feel like the new normal, so I"m not missing stuff as much. Don't get me wrong, I'd love a glass of wine, some sushi and a hot bubble bath, but I don't feel like I  miss them as much anymore! 
Exercise: Finally did a full week of good, uninterrupted workouts this week! 3 miles everyday, alternating between the treadmill and elliptical (I'm starting to have that pubic bone/ spreading pain. If you have ever been pregnant you know what I'm talking about, so the elliptical has been a little more comfortable!) Got in three good yoga classes this week and a spin class!
Cravings: Honestly, the thought of stuff isn't really making me sick anymore, but I just don't have much of an appetite. With L and L2 it seemed like I was always craving something, but this time I almost feel like I have to force myself to eat just so I won't feel sick. Nothing really sounds amazing.
Aversions: Nothing major sticks out right now. Some things sound good and some things sound awful and those things can change on a minute to minute basis!
Symptoms: Morning sickness still seems to be winding down, although it is still there. Nights are still the time I'm most likely to feel sick and I still feel better if I stick to bland and small meals. Every time I eat something rich or a big portion I usually end up throwing up. Still super tired and starting to feel a little achy as my tummy grows! Also, I've been getting some major headaches, which is new!
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: We had a good ultrasound this week (for the NT scan) and got to see our little peanut kicking and waving and swimming around, and we finally heard the heartbeat over the Doppler! Also, S and I celebrated our fifth wedding anniversary and celebrated by getting a babysitter and going to the Melting Pot for dinner! (Super yummy, and I kept it down! Yay!) It was a good week!

How far along: 12 weeks
Maternity Clothes: The tummy is definitely starting to show, especially at night and in certain clothes. All of my regular clothes are still fitting though, and my jeans still button! (Yay!) At the beginning of this week my scale told me I was up 4 pounds and I had a mild panic attack. I mean, I know I'm going to be gaining weight but 4 pounds in a week seems like a big jump! However by the end of the week my scale was back down 3 pounds, so I'm going to say I've only gained 1 pound so far! I honestly think the reason it was up so much at the beginning of the week is because we had that huge yummy dinner and the Melting Pot the night before and I think I was probably a little bloated!
Sleep: sleeping good and still napping a lot, although this getting up to pee thing is already getting old! Also, I can fall asleep in an instant during the day, but I've been starting to toss and turn a little at night. 
What I miss: Being pregnant is starting to feel like the new normal, so I"m not missing stuff as much. Don't get me wrong, I'd love a glass of wine, some sushi and a hot bubble bath, but I don't feel like I  miss them as much anymore! 
Exercise: Back to the normal! 3 miles on the treadmill or elliptical and two good yoga classes! I missed one day this week because L was up the night before throwing up! 
Cravings: Still really no appetite. I'm mostly eating cereal, apples, pudding, cheese and water.
Aversions: Nothing major sticks out right now. Some things sound good and some things sound awful and those things can change on a minute to minute basis!
Symptoms: Morning sickness still seems to be winding down, although it is still there. Nights are still the time I'm most likely to feel sick and I still feel better if I stick to bland and small meals. Every time I eat something rich or a big portion I usually end up throwing up. Still super tired and starting to feel a little achy as my tummy grows! Also, I've been getting some major headaches, which is new!
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: I switched the boys to a new pediatrician, which I'm really happy about. I haven't been satisfied with our for awhile, but I'm awful about not making changes or speaking up because I don't want to hurt any ones feelings. Like, if I get a horrible haircut, I can never tell the hairdresser I don't like it and to fix it, I just go home and be mad about it! But I finally switched them and I love their new doctor. We also had a baby Dr appointment and had an in office ultrasound so we got to see our little one! (I'm so lucky my Dr has an in office ultra sound machine... I'm pretty spoiled with how often we get to check in with our baby!) He also took a guess at what the gender might be..... but I"m not going to say anything until we get something more concrete!


How far along: 13 weeks
Maternity Clothes: The tummy is definitely starting to show, especially at night and in certain clothes. All of my regular clothes are still fitting though, and my jeans still button! (Yay!) My weight is still holding at a 1 lb weight gain (Although considering I lost like five pounds right at the beginning due to horrible morning sickness, I'm still technically down four pounds!)
Sleep: sleeping good and still napping a lot, although still having some tossing and turning at night! 
What I miss: nothing this week!
Exercise: Back to the normal! 3 miles on the treadmill or elliptical and two good yoga classes! 
Cravings: Still really no appetite. I'm mostly eating cereal, apples, pudding, cheese and water.
Aversions: Nothing major sticks out right now. Some things sound good and some things sound awful and those things can change on a minute to minute basis!
Symptoms: Morning sickness still seems to be winding down, although it is still there. Nights are still the time I'm most likely to feel sick and I still feel better if I stick to bland and small meals. Every time I eat something rich or a big portion I usually end up throwing up. Still super tired and starting to feel a little achy as my tummy grows! headaches got better this week!
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: leaving for our trip to California getting to tell S's family that we were expecting! We gave them a present from the boys,and inside was an ultrasound pic! It took them a second, but they were super excited for us! I'm so proud of myself for keeping this secret!

How far along: 14 weeks
Maternity Clothes: The tummy is there. Not quite enough for people to ask if I'm pregnant, but enough that I have been getting a lot of sidelong glances at my tummy! All of my regular clothes are still fitting though, and my jeans still button! (Yay!) My weight is still holding at a 1 lb weight gain!
Sleep: sleeping good and not feeling as exhausted during the day, so I haven't been napping as much! 
What I miss: I missed wine this week! Mostly because we were on vacation and I would have liked to sit with my mother in law and enjoy a glass of wine and/or hang out with S and his friends and have a beer! We also attended a wedding, and no champagne for me! 
Exercise: Made it a few days for cardio and one yoga class this week, but not much since we were in Cali until Tuesday!
Cravings: Still really no appetite. I'm mostly eating cereal, apples, pudding, cheese and water and my newest obsession: Chicken sandwiches!
Aversions: Nothing major sticks out right now. Some things sound good and some things sound awful and those things can change on a minute to minute basis!
Symptoms: I really have no nauseous during the the day anymore, but I still get sick if I eat anything too big or complex. I had a wicked case of allergies/ a cold this week, and that was miserable. There is nothing worse than being pregnant and sick! Also feeling some round ligament pain!
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: It was such a good week! We enjoyed the remainder of our time in California, and told a few of S's friends our big news! (I'm still holding out on telling my friends, at this point I kind of want to wait until we know the sex!) When we got back from California, we had literally been home for maybe 20 minutes when the doorbell rang and it was my parents and some good family friends of ours! They drove up for a surprise visit and we got to spend a few days with them! Also we had another doctor app and ultrasound on Friday and baby is looking strong and healthy! 

How far along: 15 weeks
Maternity Clothes: I still fit in all of my regular clothes, and trust me, no one is more shocked than me that my jeans are still buttoning! I was definitely in maternity clothes by now the last two times! The shirt in the picture above is maternity, but that is more out of comfort than necessity. It's long and comfy and seemed a good fit to go with leggings!
Sleep: sleeping good and not feeling as exhausted during the day, so I haven't been napping as much! 
What I miss: Not too much this week. Maybe just having more of an appetite!
Exercise: Back to my regular yoga and treadmill/elliptical routine! Still getting in a good 3 miles of cardio each time, but I have noticed in yoga that it is getting more uncomfortable to do tummy stuff! 
Cravings: Still really no appetite. I'm mostly eating cereal, apples, pudding, cheese and water... my chicken sandwich cravings seems to be gone.
Aversions: Nothing major sticks out right now. Some things sound good and some things sound awful and those things can change on a minute to minute basis!
Symptoms: I really have no nauseous during the the day anymore, but I still get sick if I eat anything too big or complex. Still getting some headaches and more round ligament pain.
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: This week was a tough one. We are dealing with some medical stuff with L2 and is is scary. We're getting closer to finding out some answers, but the stress combined with pregnancy hormones has made me a pretty big emotional mess this week. Looking forward to finding out some answers though and moving forward! Also, S is leaving on Friday for Chico for 2 days for his brothers college graduation so he will be gone for two days. I'm happy he is getting to go, but like I said, it's been a hard week and I'm kind of dreading two days with out my biggest support system.

How far along: 16 weeks
Maternity Clothes: Still in regular jeans, although at this point I feel like most of them are one good wash away from being to snug! I definitely have a little bump now, and I've busted out a few maternity shirts for their comfort factor!
Sleep: Sleep is good, and energy is still going up, although I did succumb to naps a few times this week! For some reason that 2:00 pm hour hits me and I am exhausted!
What I miss: Nothing really this week!
Exercise: It was a short week since Monday was a holiday, (Memorial Day) and Friday L2 had an early therapy session so I had to skip the gym. I did get in one really good yoga class, a spin class and two good treadmill sessions!
Cravings: My appetite slowly seems to be coming back ,and more and more food is sounding good! According to my Dr appointment this week I was back down a pound, so as of now I'm back at 0 lbs weight gain, but I'm sure it's about to start piling on as my appetite kicks into gear. I totally made S stop at See's candy for me this week and pick up some chocolates for me!!!! (And they were delicious!)
Aversions: Nothing sounds really bad anymore, but it can still be hit or miss as to what makes me feel sick. I still have to make sure I'm not eating anything too rich or too big!
Symptoms: We have some baby kicks! They are still pretty faint, but especially when I'm laying down I can feel them. Also definitely starting to get a little more achy. They pubic bone pain is especially starting to kick in, especially after a hard workout or a long day on my feet. Also, I've been getting very light headed if I stand up from sitting or laying too quickly!
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: This week was a pretty great one, which I needed after our hard week last week. First it was short and S was home with us on Monday, which always makes things better. We had two good therapy sessions with L2 and finally got him set up with a new speech therapist... and I loved her! And the absolute best part of my week?!?! We had a Dr appointment on Friday and we found out we're having a....... GIRL!!!!!! I'm sooooo excited, words can't even explain!

Weeks 5-9

Aaahhhh!!!! Guess what?!!? Yep, you guessed it..... Baby #3 is on the way!!! I'm starting my "pregnancy journal" on the blog now, because I really want to keep up with weekly updates. I did pretty good job with L2, but I'd like to be more consistent with this one. I'm also stealing my friend Crystals layout that she used for her last pregnancy! (Hope that's OK, Crystal!) With all that being said...... we are really, really really trying to keep this thing a secret for a little bit longer this time. Have I mentioned before how incredibly awful I am at keeping secrets? But we would ideally like to wait until after the first trimester to announce it, and I've been kind of throwing around the idea of trying to wait until we find out what the baby is (around 16 weeks) so we can just announce that! We have two big hurdles in the secret keeping coming up soon. First we have my whole family (mom, dad, sister, brother-in-law, nephews and niece) coming to visit next week and staying for two whole weeks. My moms going to notice if i"m turning down wine or the opportunity to go out to sushi, and she will also notice if I've gained any weight or am sick! S and I have come up with a few game plans, so I'm hoping we can pull it off! After that we are flying into Reno for one of my best friends weddings, so not only will we have to face my mom and dad again since we will be staying with them, we will be dealing with all my friends. And considering my friends are ready to let loose and party at this reunion, they are going to notice if I don't join in the festivities! (Again, we have some game plans in place. Think ordering sprite in a rock glass to look like a gin and tonic!) And besides all that, I also have no idea when I am going to start showing. I remember with Lucas I felt like I started showing really early, so we will just have to see if I can pull it off as some extra weight gain and not a baby! So anyway, I'm just going to keep adding my weekly updates into this post (If it gets insanely long I'll break it up into two or three posts) but it won't actually be posted until the cat is out of the bag! So, if you're reading this, and we actually made it to 12 (or 16!!!) weeks without telling anyone, this might be the worlds longest post!!

OK, here we go! 5 week update!


How far along: 5 weeks!
Maternity Clothes: Nope! I actually think my clothes are fitting a bit looser this week, since I haven't had much of an appetite. However by the end of the day I feel like my tummy is already looking a little rounder!
Movement: Not yet! I can't wait to feel this little one move!
Sleep: I've been super tired, so falling asleep hasn't been an issue. I've been waking up around 4 every night to pee (really? Already?!!?) and then I have some trouble falling back asleep!
What I miss: Wine, deli meat, sushi, hot bubble baths
Exercise: Running or speed walking a steep interval about 3 miles everyday. I would like to up it to 4, since I know I"ll have to bring it back down later in the pregnancy! weight lifting, Pilate's and yoga. 
Cravings: Fruit mostly, with the odd sweet craving here and there and, strangely, pizza. Hawaiian pizza to be exact. With my last two pregnancy my cravings were all about sugar (not fruit!) and pizza was probably my biggest aversion!
Aversions: Chicken! And that is a big dinner time staple in our house! Yuck, the sight, taste and thought of it make me feel queasy!
Symptoms: I've been feeling extra tired. Some sickness, but nothing compared to the last two (knock on wood, I hope it stays this way!) Usually if I eat something too rich or filling, or if I let myself get too hungry I feel a little nauseous.
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: Just being in a state of excitement/shock that this is happening again! Seeing S be excited (and a little shocked)! We were planning on trying for number 3 sometime in the next few months, so its not a huge surprise.... but we definitely didn't expect it to happen right away! 


How far along: 6 weeks!
Maternity Clothes: Nope! I actually think my clothes are fitting a bit looser this week, since I haven't had much of an appetite. However by the end of the day I feel like my tummy is already looking a little rounder!
Movement: Not yet! I can't wait to feel this little one move!
Sleep: I've been super tired, but I have been a little bit of trouble falling asleep this week. Lot's of tossing and turning before I finally crash! I've been waking up around 4 every night to pee (really? Already?!!?) and then I have some trouble falling back asleep!
What I miss: Wine, deli meat, sushi, hot bubble baths, feeling like a normal human being who doesn't feel like they are going to puke every second of the day! (Can you tell my morning sickness kicked in big time this week?!)
Exercise: Running or speed walking a steep interval about 3 miles everyday. I maintained my three miles everyday, but never pushed it to 4. I also did a spin class one day, which was an awesome workout, but I felt like I was going to vomit pretty much the whole class! I've still been doing yoga, Pilate's and some light weights. Honestly, with how crappy I feel I'm pretty proud of myself for still making it to the gym and pushing through my workouts! 
Cravings: Fruit mostly, with the odd sweet craving here and there and, strangely, pizza. Hawaiian pizza to be exact. With my last two pregnancy my cravings were all about sugar (not fruit!) and pizza was probably my biggest aversion! I've been having cravings for some other random food ( a hamburger, tacos, salad).... but pretty much as soon as I eat it I throw it up and it gets added to my list of aversions! Trying to stick to fruit because it doesn't make me puke!
Aversions: Chicken! And that is a big dinner time staple in our house! Yuck, the sight, taste and thought of it make me feel queasy! 
Symptoms: Oh, oh oh.... the sickness. Honestly, what jackass named it morning sickness? They should have named it "misery". Or "I dare you to try to eat sickness". Or "every waking moment feeling like you're going to puke sickness". I was so optimistic last week because I was feeling OK, but I dare say this might be even worse than the last two. I'm pretty much only keeping down fruit and crackers right now and I just want to curl up on the couch most of the day.... not an option obviously with the two boys. I finally caved and called my Dr for a prescription of Zofran, even though I really hate taking anything in the first trimester. I"m trying to only take it when it gets so bad I'm not able to function. I'm also more worried now about trying to keep this a secret from my family next week, with me running to the bathroom every 5 minutes! Oh and did I mention we have a big, two day, camping trip planned? Yeah, hot dogs and sleeping in a car sound really appealing right now!
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: Honestly, this week was a hard one. I feel like the morning sickness and all the crazy hormones hit me at once, making me a miserable and moody mama! Seriously, bless my husband for doing this three times with me! One second I'm starving, the next second I'm puking. One second I love him more than anything, the next second I'm super mad at him.... you get the picture! Obviously we are still super excited, and we know that this comes with the territory and will pass, but right now it feels a little overwhelming. I'm emotional because I feel like I'm not being a "good enough" mom to the boys, I feel like I"m not being a "good enough" wife and I don't feel like myself! Again, I know this will pass, so right now I"m just trying to ride out these few hard weeks and looking forward to my family visiting!

How far along: 7 Weeks! ( I don't know why it's so hard to see the 7 in this picture! It was really bad lighting!)
Maternity Clothes: Nope! I actually think my clothes are fitting a bit looser this week, since I haven't had much of an appetite. However by the end of the day I feel like my tummy is already looking a little rounder!
Movement: Not yet! I can't wait to feel this little one move!
Sleep: I've been super tired, and have been sleeping better this week than I was last week. Still waking up to pee around 4 and then I've been pretty much wide awake by 6 every morning!. 
What I miss: Wine, deli meat, sushi, hot bubble baths, feeling like a normal human being who doesn't feel like they are going to puke every second of the day! (Can you tell my morning sickness kicked in big time this week?!)
Exercise: Exercises was minimum this week, since I had family in town. I made it to the gym I think three time!
Cravings: Honestly, nothing. I cannot believe how sick I am. I was sick with both the boys, but this time I am literally throwing up everything. I'm hungry all the time, but nothing sounds good. The doctor prescribed me some zofran, which helps mildly but wears off really quickly. 
Aversions: Pretty much everything. And anything that at one point sounded good, but then I ate and then inevitably through up, will now turn my stomach just at the thought. Even driving past billboards with pictures of food make me feel queasy. 
Symptoms: So sick. Oh so sick. Miserably sick. I just want to feel normal again!
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: Having my family get here and telling them out big news!!! (Yeah, yeah, I know. I was dead set on keeping it a secret. But I did mention I'm a horrible secret keeper right?) Honestly, I kept it in the first few days but I was just so sick there was no way. Within like an hour of my mom being here she was asking if I was alright and saying I was acting funny. And when I thought about it, it was too special to be able to tell them all together in person to pass up that moment. They were all super excited for us, and I got lots of (much needed) sympathy from my mom and sister over my morning sickness. I mean, I got sympathy from everyone, and S had been wonderful, but sometimes you just need to talk to people who have actually experienced it!

How far along: 8 Weeks! (Please excuse this horrendous picture of me! No makeup, hair not washed.... I'm a mess!)
Maternity Clothes: Nope! My clothes all fit fine, although my tummy is defidently getting a little rounder/fuller. I don't look pregnant..... I look like a had a really big dinner. Actually, I think I look like I have the mommy pouch that I have worked my butt off after two pregnancies to make sure I don't have! If you're a mama you know what I mean....  It's a little hard on the self esteem, but I know soon enough I will look preggo and not just chubby!
Movement: Not yet! I can't wait to feel this little one move!
Sleep: I've been super tired, and have been sleeping better this week than I was last week. Still waking up to pee around 4 and then I've been pretty much wide awake by 6 every morning!. I've also been laying down for naps a lot more when the boys nap!
What I miss: Wine, deli meat, sushi, hot bubble baths, feeling like a normal human being who doesn't feel like they are going to puke every second of the day! (Can you tell my morning sickness kicked in big time this week?!)
Exercise: Running or speed walking a steep interval about 3 miles everyday. I maintained my three miles everyday, but still haven't pushed it to 4.  I've still been doing yoga, Pilate's and some light weights. Honestly, with how crappy I feel I'm pretty proud of myself for still making it to the gym and pushing through my workouts! 
Cravings: Honestly, nothing. I cannot believe how sick I am. I was sick with both the boys, but this time I am literally throwing up everything. I'm hungry all the time, but nothing sounds good. The doctor prescribed me some zofran, which helps mildly but wears off really quickly. The doctor did say I could take the Zofran every six hours as opposed to every twelve, which has helped a bit! 
Aversions: Pretty much everything. And anything that at one point sounded good, but then I ate and then inevitably through up, will now turn my stomach just at the thought. Even driving past billboards with pictures of food make me feel queasy. 
Symptoms: So sick. Oh so sick. Miserably sick. I just want to feel normal again!
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: Having our first ultrasound and seeing our little peanuts hearbeat! Our doctors appointment was actually on April 1st (April Fools Day) and I was so tempted to have the doctor say it was twins to freak S out..... but then I thought it might be too mean! After all, I don't want to give the poor guy a heart attack! 

How far along: 9 Weeks
Maternity Clothes: Nope! My clothes all fit fine, although my tummy is definitely getting a little rounder/fuller. Still haven't gained any weight though!
Movement: Not yet! I can't wait to feel this little one move!
Sleep: I've been super tired, and have been sleeping better this week than I was last week. Still waking up to pee around 4 and then I've been pretty much wide awake by 6 every morning!. I've also been laying down for naps a lot more when the boys nap!
What I miss: Wine, deli meat, sushi, hot bubble baths, feeling like a normal human being who doesn't feel like they are going to puke every second of the day! (Can you tell my morning sickness kicked in big time this week?!)
Exercise: Running or speed walking a steep interval about 3 miles everyday. I maintained my three miles everyday, but still haven't pushed it to 4.  I've still been doing yoga, Pilate's and some light weights. The last couple weeks have been hectic and I haven't been getting to the gym as much as I would like! I'm looking forward to getting back to a regular routine!
Cravings: The morning sickness was mildly better this week. I've pretty much still been puking up dinner every night, but I've been keeping down lunch! Baby steps, right? The problem right now is if I eat really small, bland meals they don't make me nauseous, but they don't fill me up so I get hungry which in turn makes me feel nauseous. And on the flip side, If I eat enough to feel full, it's pretty much inevitable that it will make a return appearance! Ugh, ready for this part to be done!
Aversions: Pretty much everything. And anything that at one point sounded good, but then I ate and then inevitably through up, will now turn my stomach just at the thought. Even driving past billboards with pictures of food make me feel queasy. 
Symptoms: Sick and tired and MAJOR ELY hormonal! Poor S. I feel way more emotional and moody this time around than I think I was the last two times!
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: Having at least a slight reprieve in the morning sickness, and getting ready for our trip to Reno for a friends wedding!

Surprise!

Oh my gosh, you guys!!!! I have been keeping this secret for soooooo long!!!!!!!

Are you ready for it?

We're having another
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BABY!!!!

And guess what else?????
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It's a........
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GIRL!!!!!!!!

We are so excited, it's almost unreal. I am 17 weeks! I seriously cannot believe I kept it a secret this long, but we decided to try and keep it under wraps until we knew if it was a girl or a boy. And trust me, no one is more surprised than I am that I managed not to blab!!!!

I can't believe we are getting out daughter. I really wanted this baby to be a girl, but I had prepared myself for it to be a boy, because I didn't want to feel any disappointment. And my boys are the best thing in the world, so another boy would have been great. But man, I wanted a girl. And when the Doctor confirmed it last week that it was, I just started bawling, right there on the table. S really wanted a girl to, but I think he's getting a little nervous now since I keep coming home with new outfits and hair bows and ribbons!

This is also the reason the blog has been so scarce..... it was hard for me to write about what was going on in life without giving away that I was pregnant! I have been doing a weekly update since about 5 weeks, just so that I have it. Those are all condensed into the two previous blogs, so feel free not to read those, unless you want to see what the last 17 weeks have been like for me! But from now on I will be posting my weekly update every week here!

How far along: 17 weeks
Maternity Clothes: Still no maternity clothes! I still haven't gained any weight and all my jeans are still buttoning fine! It's crazy how different I am carrying this pregnancy then the boys! I have started pulling out the maternity shirts on occasion, just because they are longer and more comfortable. And I feel like my bump is getting pretty noticeable!
Sleep: Sleep is good. Sleeping on my tummy is getting harder, and I'm such a tummy sleeper! I'm making do with my boppy pillow though! The boys have also been sleeping in really late (like 7-7:30) which has been really nice for me! 
What I miss: Nothing this week!
Exercise: Treadmill 3 miles, 5 days a week. I've been doing more incline walking at a fast pace than running, as running is getting uncomfortable. Power yoga and regular yoga and I've been hopping in a spin class when I can!
Cravings: Hummus, pita bread, and Gouda cheese! I know, weird. But delicious. Food is finally becoming appealing again!
Aversions: Nothing major sticks out right now. Some things sound good and some things sound awful and those things can change on a minute to minute basis!
Symptoms: Baby kicks are coming more and more! Still not super consistent, but they are getting stronger! Today I was laying with my hand on my stomach and it was strong enough that I could feel it from the outside! I still get light headed when I stand up, and my pubic bone area is still hurting like a B!*&ch!!
Labor Signs: Nope
Best moments of this week: L started swim lessons this week which has been really fun! Also, I'm just still riding the high of finding out it's a girl, and finally being able to tell people!!!